Lost ;
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Seriously ; I'm lost.
I dont know what to do now. My dear Grandpa didn't eat anything this whole day. Even Yesterday he didn't ; not even a drop of liquid or water into his body. He just at morphine and just went back to sleep. He was pale and weak ; so pale and weak.
I really don't know.
He was my joy ; my happiness ; my everything.
Even after kindergarten he took me home and bought sweets and toys at a nearby shop. I was so delighted. He always never put me down to sadness. Even when my teeth is loose. He would always be there to pluck it out for me ; Leaving his shirt soiled and stained with blood. Even until primary 3 you still bring me to school as you've worried that I'll get lost and kidnapped. Well, i've grown up. and so has everyone including you my dear grandpa. Even know I'd find the slightest reasons to visit you and make your day happy. Even my Dad is praying to God daily and lighting a candle.
I really hope and wish you're back to yourself fully 100%. or Maybe even wait for me to Graduate in secondary school and at least I'll share my happiness with you.
I'm in a blank ; a blank of complete darkness. Well, I'd really like to find a way out myself. At least for just these 5 days of exams.
Take care ; God bless.
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&faded to grey at 10:00 PM♥